Wow. It's been years since I was here. 那么多年了，我的感情生活好像一直都没有长进到。

唯一不变的，是和你多年来的藕断丝连。

I've actually blogged about you in several entries here. I bet you just had no idea.

After these years, I still don't know if I should trust you or not, still.

We've never had a heart to heart talk about where we stand together.

I remember in those early days, you once turned to me and said, "should I keep a blog too?" I kept quiet then.

I wonder if you remember you said that. And if you really do keep a blog after that.

So many years have passed, we've never talk about how we felt for each other, though you've always initiate kisses. I wonder if that was purely lust. So I never probe further.

Remember to leave a comb around for me when we're together. I know you've said you don't need it. But I need to comb my tousled long hair.

After being through the most hurtful long-term relationship I've had, I've sworn never to put myself through that same ordeal again.

You remind me of the impulsivity of those days, but I held myself back, acted cool & kept that carefree me in check. Cos you're not exactly a "safe" man you know. Your reputation reeks & you're always too laid back to be really courting at all. I wonder if you're all about your self-interest only. And that is bad for me, and I believe a relationship should never start off that way. I don't want to repeat the mistakes of yester years...

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" 我以为　我是被了解的
可以安心的飞 不怕累
即使执迷 也无所谓

梦是远离忧伤的机会
爱是自由自在的天空　
我以为 "

~ 「我不以为」 陈慧琳

周杰倫 - 陽光宅男 ★

阳光宅男
作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦   张琪 制作

钥匙挂腰带    皮夹插后面口袋　
黑框的眼镜有   几千度   来海边穿西装裤
他不在乎   我却想哭　
有点无助   他的样子   像刚出土的文物
 
他烤肉   竟然会自带水壶　
写信时用浆糊　
走起路   一不注意就撞树
我不想输　就算辛苦　
我也要等   我也不能   让你再走寻常路

* 我决定插手你的人生　
当你的时尚顾问　别说你不能

让我们乘着阳光
海上冲浪　吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛
流一点汗　你成了型男
让我们乘着阳光
看着远方　别当路人甲
让美女缺氧   靠在你肩膀
我微笑在你旁边撑伞 *

喔对了   对女生用心疼   约会要等　
讲笑话不能闷　别太冷　像我一样就刚好
对爱的人　接吻要深　
拥抱要真　来电显示  给个甜蜜的昵称
穿着要个性　这只是刚刚入门　
接下来你还要会弹琴  会写歌  会双截棍
头脑清楚　不能迷糊　
我要将你  彻底改造  基因重组大变身


For Neil Strauss, Slade Shaw & James Bradley ;)

At an overcrowded house party talking to W. Reclining on a sofa, making herself comfortable.

B: I get overwhelmed in the midst of so many people like this. I can't stand crowd. Sooooo many people!

B: Just now as we were moving through the crowd, some guys stepped on our toes and bumped into us.

B: They didn't even have the decency to apologize!

B: Guys these days lack maturity.


Glass door, security panel, lift, shoes askew, vampiresses, doorway, welcome, well-dressed, talking, laughing, new arrivals, introduction, acquaintances, sniggering, gossiping, trying to impress, loud, bantering, strangers, glass dining table, chairs, social-fluffing, noisy, cramped, cluster of bags, lewd, quiet stares, noise, faint, eating, drinking, noise, incomprehensible, taking up space, noise, disgust, misfit, silent, kitchen, backroom, ironing board, old woman, chair, the closed door, round tray, rain, instant noodles, water boiling, stove, mega fridge, oven, cupboard, wine opener, more new arrivals, strangers, noise, hallway, living room, drunks, more introduction, acquaintances, strangers, T-shirt and burmudas, attempts, balconies, seats, smoking, cuddling, huddling, avoiding, brushing against, tapping, touching, trying to get attention, hugging, strangers, more social-fluffing, acting sweet, everywhere, stairway, rooftop, tea candles, silent tv, dimmed lightings, sofa, books, deco, photo frames, baby bolster, strangers, perfumes, makeup, glued on lashes, babes and dudes, taking pictures, in costumes, champagne, red wines and alcohol, noise, food, dessert, chips and rice on floor, noise, dee-jaying, booming music, strangers, random chats, neighbours' complaint, threaten of police visit, getting the crowd's attention, exploring, bedroom, bathrooms, city view, noise, posing for pictures, playing with props, undecided, frustrations, spacing out, tête-à-têtes, taking more pictures, bored, waiting, expecting, farewell.



Glancing towards the boisterous crowd where she had just barely manage to squeeze herself through from, she shook her head.

B: I see only boys at the parties here.

B: Mature guys? I don't see them in there.

You told me you sing like Alex To.

I have yet to hear you sing. If I ask you, would you sing for me?

我真的很想听你唱歌。
让我更甘愿点地对遗憾美说再见，就算遗憾美是你编出来的谎言也好，然后不再回头……

My birthday is coming soon again.



화분Plant - Alex (Clazziquai)